There are days in my life where I feel that all hope is lost and nothing seems to matter. However, when I think of you, I know that there is still a meaning to this life. I miss you dearly Tara… I hope in another lifetime we will be together once again, for nothing would make me more happier then having you around.

This is another photo of the ocean Tara and I went to. I love this photo because the angle in which it was taken captures a lot of the scenery.

I can’t help but imagine how different my world would have been if you were still here, Tara. Perhaps we would have been married and started our own family by now. I would have loved to spend an entire lifetime and eternity with you. Unfortunately, the harsh realities of life can sometimes be sad and unforgiving… I know for certain that this tragedy will never leave me, but I will always be happy to keep you in my memories until the day I take my last breath and beyond.

We met and loved one another. Faraway you are… Perhaps in another lifetime we can be together once again. Until then… I will always remember you.

The world I once used to know… It all collapsed before my very own eyes… The love… The Happiness… It was all taken away… My love, my angel, my world… She’s gone… Things will never be the same… Hopelessness… Devastation… Sadness… All I know is tragedy… Tara… If only she was still here… Then maybe my world would’ve been different…

I used to really enjoy cuddling on the couch beside Tara and watching movies. We liked watching comedy and action-based films. We would even sometimes fall asleep holding each other.  I loved spending time with Tara, for it was worth more than anything in the world to me… I remember here laugh, her smile, and everything else. I wish she was still here today…

Tragedy is such a sorrowful and devastating word. Tragedies ruin lives and rob us of the ones we love. They strike when we least expect them… Unfortunately, there isn’t much we can do when they come…

“I stood there watching the loving and peaceful world I grew to know collapse in front of my very own eyes. The happiness I once enjoyed had been taken away in a blink of an eye… The only thing that I have left is the loving but hurtful memories of what could have been the world to me… Tara.”

To me… you will always be an angel, Tara…

I wish I could change the hands of time and bring you back, but I know I cannot do what is impossible…

I remember the first time we kissed… it was as if it happened only yesterday. I really miss having you around…

I love you…

You were kind, loving, and always happy. Your smile was precious and would always reach my heart…

Whether it was a hug, a kiss, or wanting to be next to me, you always showed how much you loved me…

I will always keep you close to my heart, for you mean so much to me… Some things in life cannot be replaced…

I love you…

Tara…

It is the ninth year, Tara. Do I feel any different from long ago? No… I don’t. You are still the only one whom captures my heart. I am very thankful that these memories have never left me, for continuing to remember you gives me reason not to give up…